what comes lately

Hey-low again, hey readers. :* it's been so long for me not written all of my dailies in this page. well yeah, there's no connection in my house, so i can't online for about 3 weeks. poor, huh?

By the way, i've trough my holidays with a bad-boring-days and spent those on my bed, watching television until dawn. I woke up sooooo late, every days. it's a pretty bad habit, i know -_- and fyi, i feel like my weight aren't lose any of pounds at all. Sadly, I guess it's just increase so much. Yeah, let's end this weight-loss-add up talk.

I attended some buka bareng with my high school, and my mid school mates. What a pleasure having some great times with them. :) lot things to discuss, and finally I know, we're not changed a lot. Still the same person, with (always) silly attitudes. haha.
Talking about silly-madness, somehow I remember how bad my relation with one friend who I respect and loved, until today. When I invited some of my old fellas, I think he will pass by  just to say hello or something. But then he didn't come. I never chat him anymore. Nope. At all. it's just my consistence, and promise that I won't ever bother him again, when actually I never knows my fault. I okay with that, life must go on, right? I have apology, but there's no reaction (at all) from him. So yeah, maybe that's just the right path that I and him have to trough with. I still have lots of friends who appreciate me.

Anyway, because lately I do nothing in home, when I feel lonely and need someone to talk to, I scroll up and down my blackberry to see what else, what news happening in twitter's timeline. The great thing about this is it's always change my mood, I feel better and bad at the same time. Talking about feeling bad, it's all happened when I saw there's someone put her complaints, protests, and trying be "a happy person" with mention all of her friends. What a pity. Sadly I think, looking a person like that. She's nice and pretty, just, what she did wasn't pretty good.

She's hating the person she loved, before. And it's really sad, cause troubles weren't make her grow up. I may look terrible by saying this way, but yeah, it's only my humble opinion, and hopes what I can learn from things around me.